I long for love.
Probably because it's Christmas. My first ever thing with another person was during Christmas. He told me he liked me when the clock struck 12, December 25. So Christmas season, is my love season. I want to experience the same thing I experienced five years ago, during Christmas. Ureshikata desu yo! Totemo, totemo, totemo ureshi kata desu.
Or probably, because there are people around me I consider subjects of my longing. Like this guy, and that guy. I know that those guys and me probably would never happen, but, because hope buds in my heart, I can imagine myself with them. Even if it's impossible. Mere fantasies, they are.
I long for love. And it sucks. Because I know, love will not come. Not anytime soon anyway.
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